one shot fanfic: Kiyoharu-Ryutaro's pair

Title: Tenderly say good night
Pair: Kiyoharu X Ryutaro Arimura
Rated: T
Genre: Romance, Yaoi, Fluff

Author notes: this just a fiction,even though the twitter account is real, but actually they never had this conversation.. and because English is actually isn't my native language and I'm still learning it, please forgive me if there are inappropriate words in this fic.. well, I hope you all can enjoy this fic..

BGM: wen rou de wan an - Vic Chou

"just like lying on fresh grass breathe deep, mint, light green air"

This morning the weather in Tokyo is started to getting clear, even though the grey color is still up there in Tokyo’s sky, and left the cold air covering the city. Ryutaro already wakes up from his sleep and already feed Kuro, the black cat that he’s pet in this house to accompanied him. Ryutaro look into the calendar that hanged on the wall near where he is standing right now.
Today is Sunday; it’s the time when he can take a single break from all his recording activity and enjoying a time for himself. Maybe later on, Kenken, Akira or Tadashi will come to his house like usual, even though he is not too certain about that.
Ryutaro takes a deep breath. “Okay, it’s time to clean up this house,” he muttered to himself, trying to encourage himself. Then he begins to take his dirty clothes from his bedroom to be washed. But when he is collecting his clothes, he founds a shirt that belongs to someone else. Ryutaro took that clothes, hold it and realize to whom the shirt in his hands now belongs to. There’s a ‘Glam Addiction’ sign in the front of the shirt that he holds. Ryutaro smiled a little, “He forgot to take it with him again,” he muttered. Ryutaro holds that shirt very close to his chest, trying to felt the presence of that someone and imagining that someone is still standing in front of him. He really missed him a lot, but he didn't want to talk about it to anyone, including that person. He can only stay silenced, trying to felt those memories that happened between them.

"the taste of sunlight, how wonderful it is to fall in love with you
fussing about you, makes me feel proud"

Kiyoharu look into the pile of clothes that he just brought out from his luggage in front of him. He felt that yesterday he already wore a shirt from Glam Addiction. But why he doesn’t found it now? He is sure that he already took that shirt home and put it into his luggage. But he already brings out all of his clothes in his luggage and still can’t found it. Instead, he found another shirt. A white shirt with a simple design on its front side. Kiyoharu holds that shirt. This shirt reminds him to his first met with someone that right now is very important to him, someone who always in his minds and made him felt something new inside of him. That person is Arimura Ryutaro. This shirt was a shirt that given by Ryutaro as a gift in their first met.
Kiyoharu then remembered about an interview with Plastic Tree, which he attended a few months ago. The host of the show once said that they are really doing well in their collaboration album. That host also amazed with the music that Ryutaro’s created with his friends in Plastic Tree. That time, Ryutaro who sat near Kiyoharu only laughed a little while gazing down on the floor, trying not to show off and said that Kiyoharu was doing much better than him.
Kiyoharu smiled. Ryutaro maybe will never know that in fact, it’s Kiyoharu that really proud of him and felt so lucky that they’ve met that day.
Suddenly Kiyoharu remembered something. Before he left, he went to Ryutaro’s house for a while. Does that mean the shirt was left accidentally when he came there? But before Kiyoharu calls Ryutaro, he already got a call from his manager to prepare for an interview again.

"warm reliance, a hug that holds everything you can hear the smile even in the heartbeat"

Ryutaro decided to use his i-pad and online in his twitter while waiting for his clothes that being washed right now. There’s no new information about Kiyoharu in twitter, so he just busily looking out for another news. But still, his minds always remembered that moment. When Kiyoharu holding him so tight for a while before he went out from Ryutaro’s place. He is still not getting used with all that Kiyoharu did with him. It’s not that he doesn’t like it. He just doesn’t know how to express his feelings. Whenever Kiyoharu there beside him, he feels so happy. Makes him want to always stay beside Kiyoharu, even though he knows that is impossible.
Ryutaro let out a sigh. Maybe he is just hoping for an impossible thing. Maybe Kiyoharu only think of him as a good friend. ‘After all what he loves is Plastic Tree, not me,’ thought Ryutaro. Still, Ryutaro can’t get Kiyoharu out of his minds. He can still felt his warm hug.

"even though love is often late, this time it came at just the right time
to the ends of the earth, distance is not important"

Today’s schedule is finally over. Kiyoharu get back to his room in the hotel. Finally he can get a time for himself. Kiyoharu just lying in his bed. Right now it’s already 11 PM. Tomorrow morning he still have to do another press conference and a mini-concert on his trip to China this time.
But he just can’t close his eyes. He doesn’t feel sleepy at all. That’s why he decided to turn on his notebook and updating his personal blog also online in his twitter, replying all mentions that came from his friends. Suddenly, a tweet from Ryutaro caught up his attentions. Even though Ryutaro doesn’t say anything about the person in his tweet but Kiyoharu seem to know who is the person that Ryutaro means in his tweet. 

‘@Pla_ryutaro: it feels so lonely. Kuro is already asleep. I was wondering how he's doing there,’ writes Ryutaro.

Kiyoharu smiles when he read it. Deep down inside, he was just thinking about the same thing. When they are apart like this, he is missing him more than before and it makes him very sure about what his feelings right now. He loves Ryutaro. Kiyoharu calmly replied to Ryutaro’s tweet.

‘@kiyoharu_sads: are you missing someone, Ryu-chan? RT @Pla_ryutaro: it feels so lonely. Kuro is already asleep. I was wondering how he is doing there.’


Kiyoharu smiled again while waiting for Ryutaro to reply his twit. Luckily that both of them got a twitter account, so distance is not a matter to their communication. 

"saying goodnight tenderly, just like you're next to me
when you feel lonely, I'm just the same as you
imagine my palm patting your shoulder lightly"

Ryutaro take a closer look to his i-pad. His face blush a little when he saw a mention that Kiyoharu sent to him. Now he's regretting his own words. He shouldn’t write those words. He should have been deleted those words before Kiyoharu see it. But now it’s too late. Kiyoharu already seen it and somehow that makes Ryutaro feels so embarrassed. He did miss Kiyoharu, but seeing the person that he missed replying his words like this… Ryutaro can’t even think of anything right now. After taking a deep breath, he then started to think about what to say to reply Kiyoharu’s mention. Finally he writes:

‘@Pla_ryutaro: not really. I’m not missing anyone. I just think about what my friends doing right now （笑） RT @kiyoharu_sads: are you missing someone, Ryu-chan?’

Ryutaro hits the tweet button and wait for a few minutes, but Kiyoharu isn’t replying his mention after that. Tired of waiting, Ryutaro decided to go back into his bedroom and lying on his bed. Kuro is already fall asleep peacefully near his bed. Ryutaro trying to close his eyes, but he can’t sleep now. His mind is still wondering about what Kiyoharu’s think about his tweet earlier. Is he disappointed because of what Ryutaro said or maybe he doesn’t feel anything after reading his reply? Finally Ryutaro sit on the side of his bed and look into his i-pad again. There's still no reply from Kiyoharu. Beside his fans, the one that replying into his mention is only Kenken. Ryutaro write a reply to Kenken’s tweet then he decided to sign off from his twitter and turn off his i-pad. Right after he do that, his cell phone ringing. Ryutaro took his cell phone; an unknown number appeared on his cell phone display. It seems that this number is not from Japan area. With a little doubt, Ryutaro answered the phone.
“Moshi-moshi, Arimura’s speaking,”
“This is me, Ryu-chan,” said a voice on the other side. A voice that always makes his feeling change. A voice from someone that he missed all this time.
“Kiyoharu-san?” guessed Ryutaro, trying to convince himself that the voice he is listening to right now is really Kiyoharu and he is not dreaming.
“Yes. You’re not sleeping yet?” ask Kiyoharu.
“Nope. Not yet,” answered Ryutaro.
They silenced for a while.
“A.. ano.. Kiyoharu-san, about my last tweet…” Ryutaro feels nervous now even though he knows that Kiyoharu isn’t there with him now.
Kiyoharu giggled, “Are you missing me?”
Ryutaro turn his head down, “ummm~,” he answered with a low voice, “are you okay there?”
“Don’t worry about it, Ryu-chan,” said Kiyoharu, “You should get some rest now,”
“You too, Kiyoharu-san,”
“Okay,”
Ryutaro just start to think that Kiyoharu will hang up his phone after this when suddenly he heard Kiyoharu speak, “I want to hear your voice whenever I want to go to sleep,”
“Eh?” Ryutaro still don’t get it. “What do you mean?”
“Everytime I want to go to sleep, I will call you. Just hearing your voice makes me feel that you are here beside me. I want you to feel that too, so we won’t miss each other so bad. Just imagine that I was there to hold you, so you can be more relaxed now,” said Kiyoharu.
Ryutaro’s face turns red right now, “Ah.. but.. you don’t have to do it, I’m okay, really,”
“No, it’s alright. I always loved to hear your voice. And not just that…,” Kiyoharu stops for a while.
Ryutaro didn’t say anything. He is way too shy and also excited at the same time, he can’t even find any words to say right now.
“I love you, Ryu-chan. Oyasumi ne,” Kiyoharu continued.
This time Ryutaro is totally speechless. He really didn’t expect that Kiyoharu will say those words.
“Ryu-chan?” ask Kiyoharu because Ryutaro just stay silenced for a while.
“Y..yes, Kiyoharu-san?” Ryutaro managed to calm himself even though his heartbeat goes faster right now.
“Are you okay?” Kiyoharu asked again.
“I’m okay,” somehow Ryutaro feel relieved because it turns out that they have the same feeling. Before hanging up the phone, Ryutaro said, “Oyasumi, Kiyoharu-san. I love you so,”
Ryutaro hang up his phone and then lay back again in his bed while looking at the ceiling of his bedroom. Finally he can say it. All his feelings that only need three little words to describe it, ‘I love you’. A gentle smile now arises on Ryutaro’s face. He felt so relieved and happy now. Ryutaro then closed his eyes and go to sleep.

"say goodnight to loneliness, say goodnight
when you feel alone
the moon watching over you, is
the sun where I am, quietly watching over you"

This morning Kiyoharu hasn’t been able to check out his twitter because he has to do several things that held by his management. Only in the afternoon he was able to check out his twitter and again he smiles when he see a mention from someone that came into his twitter account.

‘@Pla_ryutaro: @kiyoharu_sads Kiyoharu-san, ohayou gozaimasu. Thanks for all your support until now. How was your sleep last night?’

Kiyoharu write down his reply.

‘@kiyoharu_sads: I can sleep well last night, even though I had a little bit headache RT @Pla_ryutaro: @kiyoharu_sads Kiyoharu-san, ohayou gozaimasu. Thanks for all your support until now. How was your sleep last night?’

Not so long after that, Kiyoharu calls Ryutaro. After talking about each other condition now, Kiyoharu ended their conversation, “Take care of yourself, Ryu-chan,” then he hanged up his phone. But on the way to his next stage perform, Kiyoharu suddenly remembered something and called Ryutaro again.
“Ryu-chan….. About my clothes…”
“You left your shirt here,” Ryutaro already answered it.
Kiyoharu laughed, “I just want to ask about that,”
“That’s why I told you first,” said Ryutaro, smiling.
Kiyoharu also smiled, “So, next time maybe I will leave my clothes there, so I can always have a reason to meet you,”
Ryutaro laughed, “Okay, I’ll be waiting for you.”
 
THE END